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Feel as if, I'm going it alone and maybe always have. Most recently someone who is treating me, gave me their personal email, personal phone and told me to impose anytime. Told me they would write a letter to help me out. Finally I ask them to do so & they are to busy, told me that he would write it during our appointment. I cancel my appointment since I don't need to sit there while he writes, so he writes he will do it when he finds the time.
Been listening to Play for change realizing that some change has come, to only realize its not with the help of your friends, because they were never your friends. One person wrote me wishing me a happy birthday and told me I was missed but my birthday was 2 months prior to the wish. No one has written me an email this season (6 months). I say written because they cant call, phone change. One other email I place into the category of spam cuz it was part of mass emailing and not directed at me.
Considering that it may be time to start making plans.